tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30952632517582588302024-03-08T10:03:47.502-08:00Frances Turri and Pompeii Pilato Family BlogHerbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.comBlogger56125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-19917680461643086402019-09-15T05:27:00.004-07:002019-09-15T05:27:50.383-07:00A Tribute to My ParentsThe most rewarding experience of my life was taking care of my parents in their elder years. I would not be who I am today if not for my Mom, Frances Turri ("St. Frances of Turri") and Dad, Herbie P. ("St. Pompeii"). As we enter Fall - and ready for the coming Holiday Season, I invite you to read these previous blog tributes to my parents, which I originally posted a few years back, and which I repost here today.<br />
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With good thoughts in appreciation for all,<br />
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Herbie J<br />
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THE TRIBUTE TO MY DAD (who passed into spirit on April 5, 1995)<br />
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My dad was always the first one in my family who remembered to play a joke on April Fool's Day. Only on his last celebration of the holiday in 1995, a mere five days before he died of lung cancer, did I find out why.<br />
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On April 1, 1924, when my father was just a boy, he lost his mother when she was 35-years-old. As her eldest child, he and my grandma Rose were quite close. I don't think he ever got over losing her. He must have thought it was a bad joke that a twelve-year-old boy would lose his mother on April Fool's Day. It's like he made some kind of promise to himself that he would always be the first one to do a funny every year. It was probably the only way that he knew how to deal with the pain he must have felt every year on what should have been a very humorous day. Inside, I don't think he ever stopped asking where his mother was. From the day she passed away, there was no one there to comfort when he fell, so he fought. There was no there to guide him through school, to encourage him to get a formal education, so he quit.<br />
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He was on his own.<br />
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Still, when push came to shove, my father did remarkably well in this world. He always managed to enjoy himself in our hometown of Rochester, New York, and during his time in the service (World War II), which allowed him to travel to California and to the Philippines. He married at 40, and the good times continued with my mom, my sister and myself. In the fall of 1977, after years in the inner-city, we moved to a beautiful suburban townhome that we rented, and he loved it there. We all loved it there, from the moment we first went to inspect what would be our home for the next 18 years. Even after taking the long way, down the wrong road, on a rainy day, we somehow managed to end up at the right place.<br />
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After a time, however, my father grew bitter, thinking he had made the wrong decision by paying rent all those years and not purchasing a home. I tried to tell him again and again, that in life, no one really owns anything, that the life we all shared was good, even if we argued nearly every day, that a person's true success is measured by the quality time he has with others, not the quantity of material gifts he or she is able to gather in this world.<br />
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But he didn't want to hear about it. Then, when he got sick, he really didn't want to hear about it. And I didn't blame him.<br />
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Along with my father's physical ailments, his emotional state deteriorated. I prayed for his soul because I believed that he would not. At least, I thought he would not.<br />
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Then, one day, shortly before he passed away, I was trying to arrange the huge family rosary upon the holy mantel we had in our home. I couldn't find the right position. I gave up and huffed away upstairs. About one half-hour later, I started back down the steps and noticed my father situating the rosary in the most perfect way. At that moment, I knew that so simple and graceful a move had somehow cleared his path to heaven. All the times when he chose not to pray, all the moments when he could not find the strength to forgive himself for not going to school, finding the right job, paying into the right pension, winning the lottery, or losing at OTB; all the bitterness and anger that was eating away at him, was wiped clean. His heart was replenished. My father had faith, after all. But like so many of his other emotional truths, he concealed it.<br />
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Though, I had underestimated his integrity before.<br />
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While in fourth grade, I wanted to go to the circus.<br />
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"Get a good report card," he told me, "and I'll get you tickets."<br />
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I began to worry. I was a horrible student in the fourth grade. And when my report card arrived, as I had feared, I received all Ds and a great big F. After stalling for an hour or so in my room, I called him upstairs and showed him the card. He took it down into the living room. About 20 minutes later, he returned it to me. Inside were the tickets he had purchased weeks before. He granted me those tickets when I thought he would punish me. But I punished myself by not comprehending the scope of my father's love.<br />
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Where was my faith?<br />
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Where was my faith when I worried about how I would get to college, in a family of three drivers and one car? When my father showed up with a brand new car for me with which to commute to a local college, I was embarrassed. Once again, I had miscalculated the magnitude of his love, and the generosity of his spirit.<br />
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In the last weeks of my father's life, I did all I could to beautify his physical surroundings. Colors of creme, beige and eggshell filled each room. I wanted to make his transition to heaven real smooth. The new sofas and rugs were great, and I knew their staying power was weak. But they were strength-inducing for my dad. He walked around the house, looking at the new mini-blinds and kitchen floor, and said things like, "Well, it looks like we're going to be here at least a couple more years."<br />
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The rent began to matter less to him.<br />
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My sister, my mother and myself decided not to verbally inform him of the severity of his illness. And we're glad we did not. Every case is different and had we acknowledged to my father how sick he was, he would have left us at least seven months earlier.<br />
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The bottom line? My dad knew in his heart how sick he was (how could he not?). We gave him all the proper medications, helped him to eat all the right food, etc. Telling my father (who viewed himself a failure all his life) that now, at 83 years old, he didn't have long to live, somehow just didn't mesh. So we all pretended he would get better, and, as a result, his last days were happier.<br />
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All the while, I would ask God to grant my father more time. And God complied.<br />
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I later prayed, "If it is your will to take my father, then grant us the strength to deal with the loss."<br />
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And God complied again.<br />
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We retained the strength, and I don't know how people with no faith deal with any loss.<br />
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Strangely, before my dad became sick, I asked God to show me what really matters in life.<br />
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Shortly thereafter, I went to get my hair cut. I was complaining about how it doesn't grow tall anymore, just long. The stylist put down his shears and told me this story:<br />
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"A little boy with thick curly, red hair came in one day, and I commented on how full his hair was. The little boy came back with a startling revelation. 'Well, you know,' he said, 'I have leukemia, and I'd trade in a second, my healthy hair for a healthy body.'"<br />
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Then, one night, I was watching Unsolved Mysteries on TV. There was a beautiful little girl, dying of cancer, and talking about how she spoke with the angels. How, for her, heaven was a place with colored clouds that taste like different kinds of ice cream; a place where the angels wonder what our favorite ice cream flavor is. She said "Chocolate Chocolate Chip." And then suddenly, one huge white cloud became one huge scoop of Chocolate Chocolate Chip.<br />
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In light of this happy thought, I pray today that my father's dairy dessert-flavored cloud is "Heavenly Hash," which he so enjoyed with my Mom many times on Earth. And if his sole (soul) mission in life was to bring the reader and the writer together now, with this communication in celebration of his life, then he completed his journey with flying colors -a term of which also may have its origins in those ice-cream flavored flying clouds.<br />
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THE TRIBUTE TO MY MOM (who passed into spirit on May 5, 2008)<br />
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My Mom was a great person, parent, sister, daughter, cousin, niece, friend, and employee. She worked at Kodak for 17 years, just shy of earning a pension that would have “set her up for life.” But she left Kodak – to have me. Years later, after we moved from Erie Street to Greenleaf Meadows, she started working in the lunchroom at Number 7 School.<br />
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My Dad used to take her to work, go to OTB, and then pick her up a few hours later. They’d go on to McDonalds, then Wegmans supermarket, and back to Greenleaf. After my nephew Sammy was born, they’d pick him up at daycare, and bring HIM back to Greenleaf. And that was their simple HAPPY life – every day – for years.<br />
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When I tried to move on with MY life after my father died, I made the attempt to bring my Mom to California. And that was pretty much a disaster. So, we brought her back here and subsequently moved her to the South Village Apartments at the Shire in Irondequoit.<br />
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Meanwhile, I stayed in LA – and did a few shows – but my heart wasn't in it. I missed my Mom. I missed Rochester. So I came back and moved into the NORTH Village Apartments at the Shire, where I named myself the Volunteer Director of Activities. I wanted to create the sense of family that we had for years on Erie Street and at Greenleaf. So, I started throwing parties and picnics - big parties, little parties, pizza parties, Thanksgiving Day Parties, Christmas parties, New Years Eve parties, Easter parties, Tax Day Parties, and of course, the real big parties for my Mom’s 80th and 85th birthdays – the latter of which was the mother of ALL the parties.<br />
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People said, "Oh, Herbie J - you gave up your life for your Mother." But I never looked at it like that. I did those parties because I wanted to – and I enjoyed them. I'd see movies and TV shows about a smalltown boy who moved to the big city and made it big. He then realizes that the big city ain’t all that.<br />
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And I loved those movies – for a few hours. Then I thought, "You know - instead of me feeling all warm and fuzzy for just a few hours and instead of me putting all my energy into maybe writing scripts similar to those movies, I'd rather LIVE the scripts of life – then write them."<br />
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It’s because of my Mom that I came to appreciate the simple treasures of life – as opposed to the glamour and glitter of Hollywood. In turn, she gave me a treasure trove of stories, which will now one day be turned into movies and TV shows – maybe even with a few of YOU in them.<br />
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One of my favorite memories of my Mom centers around a TV show: The Golden Girls, which I’d watch with her whenever I had the chance. One afternoon last year, while watching the show with her, I thought about the full and successful lives and careers of the older women on the series. I also thought about how my own life has been so full of aspirations, personal and professional. I then looked over at my Mom, turned off the TV and asked, "Mom - what did YOU want to be when you were young?"<br />
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"What do you mean?" she said.<br />
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"Well," I continued, "Did YOU ever have any dream job or dreams of how you wanted YOUR life to turn out?"<br />
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My Mom sat there for a moment, with these questions, and searched her memory, which had been gradually erased by dementia. Yet, she glanced back at me, determined to give me an answer, and replied, "I guess it was always my dream to one day go to a community center every day, where I would have a good meal, be with people, play cards and bingo. That was always my dream."<br />
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At first, I was startled and sad for her. Whatever aspirations she may have had as a child, a teen or an adult were gone - lost in the deep sleep of her memory. But then, after a moment, I was happy for her. My Mom had convinced herself in the short new history of her life that going to the Senior Center (every day for the last twelve years) was the fulfillment of a lifelong dream – and she was content.<br />
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I felt God shining upon and THROUGH her that day.<br />
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And I felt that a lot in her last few months – more so than usual. Everything and everyone was beautiful to her. Everyone's blouse was pretty – everyone's shirt was sharp. The trees were so green. The sky was so blue. She was already seeing Heaven.<br />
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On Earth, my Mom left me, my sister and my nephew with nothing. And yet, she left us with everything. Nothing of what this world calls secure. And everything of what this world holds dear. My Mom left no diamonds, no cars or homes, no stocks, bonds or annuities – but taught us to understand the true value of endless forgiveness. She left us no cold, hard cash, but encouraged us to invest in warm, soft unconditional Love. She may have left Kodak one year shy of earning a pension, but in the end, or at least what we call the end, she had a penchant, as in "enthusiasm" for life – and it was concealed in new beginnings:<br />
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She died in the Spring, the season of rebirth, shortly before Mother’s Day, on May 5th – Cinco de Mayo – a joyful 24-hour period that kicked off the week-long festival of lilacs, which bloom in the many shades of lavender - her favorite color.<br />
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I loved my Mom - and my Dad - and it is through them that I came to love all of you, and if I learned anything in caring for my parents in these last few years, I learned this: we are ALL Mothers and Fathers to one another…we are each other's children – equal in the eyes of eternal Father/Mother. Whether on Earth or in Heaven, Love is the only thing that survives in both worlds.<br />
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On Earth, my Mom's Love was packaged and shaped in a body and a personality called Frances. And though we may not see her now, everything about her that was Love - lives on...her sense of humor, the echo of her singing voice, every hug she ever gave, every blessing she ever made with her rosary - all of it - survives. Everything else that was not Love...the dementia...the fear...the anxiety...the heart ailments...the stomach issues - all of that has been burned away in the Light of God's Love.<br />
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In my view, our journey and final destination is like a rocket soaring into space. The pieces of us that we don’t need – fall off as we move closer to the Light of God's embrace – until all that is left is the little capsule that holds our soul. My Mom's capsule - filled with every loving thought and every act of loving kindness that she ever displayed on Earth - is now not only bundled together, magnified, multiplied and showcased in Heaven – but it’s the personal, immeasurable, immortal - and priceless legacy that she left for me, my sister, my nephew - and each of us.Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-39695579835507749042018-11-06T04:30:00.001-08:002018-11-06T04:36:30.259-08:00I Was Not Born Into Money, But I Was Born Into Love<div style="font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px;">
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<span style="background-color: purple; color: white;">We all have different measures, levels, and definitions of success. For me? Success is living joyfully, prosperously, and generously; surrounded by good friends, family, and trusted colleagues, all of whom believe in, support, encourage and invest their time, and yes, sometimes, their money, into making our lives and associations work productively.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: purple; color: white;">Let's be real: both love and money make the world go 'round. But it's about keeping it all in the balance, proper perspecti<span class="text_exposed_show" style="display: inline; font-family: inherit;">ve, and priority and true understanding of what that all means; keeping your eye, the entire time, on the prize. But what is that prize? It's different for everyone, isn't it?</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: purple; color: white;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Again, for me, it was about moving to Los Angeles to become a "star," whatever that meant. As the years passed, "making it" in "Hollywood," became less important, while appreciating what really matters in life became more important. And I came to that decision after much trial and error; after many moves back and forth between my hometown of Rochester, NY and Los Angeles; after deciding to care for both of my parents in their elderly, ill years - and not doing that for any other reason other than I loved them.</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: purple; color: white;">There was no estate to inherit; no massive bank account from which to gain dividends, etc. I cared for them because I loved them. Pure and simple. And I don't regret one minute of it, even as I did so during a period in my life when a person is supposed to get married, have children, buy a home, secure and invest in a financial future. I did none of those things, and I admit it was to tough to watch as my friends did all of those things.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: purple; color: white;">And so, now, here I am, all these years later; a writer, an author, a producer, a performer, an executive, and it's all happening for me. Sometimes, it takes longer for some than others to succeed. But at the same time, I have had a measure of success in every area of my life since the day I was born. I may not have been born into money, but I was born into Love. I may not have made all the right early financial decisions, but I made all of the right spiritual ones.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: purple; color: white;">And I am the man today because of everything that has brought me to this moment, for better or worse. I consider myself a loving-kind, generous, intelligent, accomplished human being, who has been assisted in life by countless individuals, none of the least of whom have been my closest family members, my dearest friends, and a few cherished colleagues. I am who I am because someone, somewhere along the line cared about me and made me feel I was worth something to them - and the world.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: purple; color: white;">Indeed, what a successful life I have lived and continue to live on a daily basis because of so many wonderful, beautiful souls. Blessings to each of those who have loved me, and taken the time to care for me and about me and my work. As I have said many times before, you all know who you are.</span></div>
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Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-92141253123029654592018-05-13T08:30:00.002-07:002019-01-12T01:26:07.647-08:00"Don't Mess With My Son"<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; margin-top: 6px;">
I used to be picked on when I was a little kid, mostly every day, and mostly because I was cute and talented, and in many instances, cuter and more talented than any of the other kids, especially the other little boys, the bullies, who were always jealous of me because I had all the little girls after me.</div>
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As a result, every day I would be called dreadful names or be physically assaulted in some way.</div>
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But through it all, there was my Mom, who would stick up for me and do my battles for me.</div>
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And when I would want to fight back, she would say, “Don’t you dare, Herbie J. Don’t you be like them. Don’t dirty your hands.”</div>
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Then, one day, the bullying got so bad, that my Mom went across the street to the house where not one but two bullies lived - they were brothers. Yes, I was double-teamed against. But then my Mom demanded to speak to their mother. In tears, she cried and said to the other Mom, “My son can’t walk down the street without one of your sons making a remark or picking up on him in some way. I want it to stop!”</div>
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My usually docile, never-bothered-anybody Mom was now standing firm in her faith; practicing what she always preached; realizing that Love was not a doormat; and not being lukewarm, but confirming that sometimes it’s okay to be hot under the collar, especially when it came to the protection of the son she loved.</div>
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So, as my Mom stood there, furious and in tears, the message was clear: “Don’t mess with my son.”</div>
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Sadly, Mom is gone today, and incredible as it may seem, there are still the adult bullies of the world who attack me today; the mean-spirited, the insecure bullies who make an easy target of good-hearted souls like myself who they envy. But they don’t envy me because of my talents; they envy me because of my sincerity, which scares them. They are so busy being insincere in their everyday lives, that they simply do not understand sincerity when they see it; and in order for them to make themselves “okay,” they feel the need to lash out at the sincere for being sincere.</div>
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And that’s okay. I forgive them. As we should all forgive anyone who hurts us.</div>
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If we don’t, then we become like them. We “dirty our hands,” as my Mom would say.</div>
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And that’s just not productive.</div>
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We just have to be at peace in knowing that the bullies of the world...are hurting…and dealing with their jealousies; their lack of self-worth and inability to be sincere.</div>
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They try to take the good-hearted with character assassinations, and the good-hearted have no choice to all allow this: the good-hearted and sincere can’t lash out…because the more they lash out the weaker they will appear.</div>
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So the good-hearted just have to let Love and Forgiveness and the all good Moms on Earth and in Heaven do the battling.</div>
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It’s what Love, and Forgiveness, and Heaven and Moms were made for.</div>
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Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-67496086992380022642018-01-31T04:29:00.000-08:002018-01-31T04:50:06.906-08:00Blessing BabiesOne of my Mom's many endearments was that she used to bless everyone with her Rosary, including me, especially after each visit to her home. And she would do so before and after she was diagnosed with dementia.<br />
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I would walk outside to my car, turn, and there'd she be, standing at her front window, with her Rosary in hand, blessing me with the Sign of the Cross.<br />
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That said, the Democrat and Chronicle, the local newspaper from my hometown of Rochester, New York, publishes an annual baby announcement supplement with photos of all the infants born in the previous year.<br />
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A few months before my Mom passed away in 2008, I remember walking into her apartment that year on the day the supplement.<br />
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She was sitting on her sofa, with the supplement on her lap. Her left hand was holding steady the supplement; her right hand was holding her Rosary, the crucifix from which she was using to tap the photo of each infant.<br />
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When I asked her what she was doing, she replied, "Blessing babies."<br />
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We should all have such dementia...or at least be graced enough to be "blessed" - at any age - by who does.<br />
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<br />Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-995301791666626972018-01-22T11:51:00.002-08:002018-01-22T15:19:58.217-08:00Roe, Wade, My Mom and MeI live in Cerritos, and I usually try and attend the daily 6:30 AM Mass at St. Pancratious Church in Lakewood.<br />
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But I had an appointment today in Burbank and figured I would not be attending church this morning.<br />
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At least, I thought would not be...until earlier this morning, when I awakened with this thought:<br />
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I can attend the 8:00 AM in at St. Finbar's Church in Burbank, which I used to attend all the time when I lived in Burbank.<br />
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So, I was good to go.<br />
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But due to the usually-congested traffic on the 5 Freeway between Cerritos and Burbank, I had to go by 6:00 AM.<br />
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Then once on the freeway, and half-way to Burbank, I realized I forgot my rosary, a rainbow-colored rosary that once belonged to my Mom. It's the only one I have left from her collection of rosaries, including a dark green rosary that I lost in Florida when I lived and worked there a few years back.<br />
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Though disappointed about my lack of rosary in hand, I continued on to St. Finbar's in Burbank.<br />
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Upon arrival, I started toward to the left middle pews of St. Finbar's to where is my usual spot in any church I attend, mostly because that general area is where I also used sit in church as a kid, and especially whenever I would attend Mass with my Mom.<br />
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Before taking my seat, however, I ran into a friend of mine in the vestibule who lived in my former apartment building when I resided in Burbank. We were happy to see one another and I thought after, "Wow...what a coincidence."<br />
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But I had not seen anything yet, as in, "You ain't seen nothin' yet."<br />
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When I eventually walked to my side of the church inside, I found my regular pew, to the left of stands a statue of Jesus. I kneeled, said my initial prayer, sat down in the pew, and waited for Mass to begin.<br />
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As the priest and those assisting entered from behind the altar in front of me I happened to turn to the pew behind me, and noticed a rosary, hanging over the front part of the bench.<br />
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I'm like, "Alright! I have a rosary for Mass!"<br />
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It was only after I picked it up and started to pray that I realized it was a dark green rosary...just like the dark green rosary that once belonged to my Mom, who passed away in 2008.<br />
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I did a little "gasp," just as the Mass began to an audience which also happened to include the First and Second Grade classes of St. Finbar's School, all of whom sang this morning.<br />
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This day, and each day before when I would see those blessed kids at the Morning Mass at St. Finbar's in Burbank, it always reminded me of when I would do the same with my classmates at the three different parochial elementary schools I attended in my hometown of Rochester, New York. Those being St. Peter and Paul's on Brown Street, St. Agustine's on Chili Avenue, and St. Anthony of Padua on Lorimar Street (which, by the way, is near exact replica of St. Pancratious Church in Lakewood, which is one of the many reasons why I love that particular church).<br />
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Back in Burbank at Finbar's I listened to the first reading, and then to the priest who gave the homily, which mentioned how today is the 45th Anniversary of the Roe v. Wade landmark decision.<br />
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I gasped again upon the realization and reviewed the events that brought me to this moment this morning. My 9:00 AM meeting...the trek to Burbank...seeing my friend in the vestibule...seeing the new green rosary on the pew behind, as if waiting for me to reach for it...the school children at Mass...and then the revelation relayed by the priest of what day this was Father Francis Mendoza.<br />
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My mother's name was Frances, and in her later years, she used to jokingly refer to herself as "St. Frances."<br />
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This morning, that didn't seem so far off. In fact, it seemed all meant to be.<br />
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After Mass, I approached one of the sweet church parishioners about what to do with my new green rosary. I told the story of what had just transpired and asked if it was okay to keep the rosary. I felt awkward about it, thinking someone may have left it there.<br />
<br />
The nice church parishioner, a woman, told me keep the rosary.<br />
<br />
I was delighted, and it was now 8:45 AM, she was heading a separate church group in additional prayers. I decided to stay with them, hoping the extra prayers would be completed by my 9 AM meeting, which would be taking place at the Starbucks up the street.<br />
<br />
I finished praying with the prayer group at 8:59 AM.<br />
<br />
I had one minute to make it to my meeting.<br />
<br />
Once outside the church, I telephoned the colleague who I was scheduled to meet and told him I might be late.<br />
<br />
"No problem," he said. "I'm still on the freeway."<br />
<br />
A blessing in disguise...one of many this morning.<br />
<br />
In all my thoughts are this:<br />
<br />
First and foremost, my Mom was saying hello to me this morning from Heaven, while wanting to make sure I had a rosary.<br />
<br />
Seeing my former neighbor in the vestibule was great. My appointment went wonderfully, and my heart was full.<br />
<br />
As to the Roe v. Wade issue...and abortion, I can only speak for myself and offer my personal opinion regarding this issue or any issue. I don't sit in judgment of anyone's religious, social, or political beliefs. Each of us should have the right to do anything they want to do about anything. And while I don't think there is a woman in the world who would want to put her body through the trauma that transpires during an abortion, I believe each woman or any human of any gender should be able to do whatever they want with their bodies. We're all doing the best we can, and any good-hearted individual tries to make the best choices they can; to make all the right decisions. And, for better or for worse, we all live with those decisions.<br />
<br />
I also believe that we are dearly loved by Heaven where God resides with endless mercy, and loving-kindness.<br />
<br />
That being said, I am pro-life. That doesn't mean everyone has to be pro-life, but it does mean that I pray everyone would be. And that's the way I see it, and I'm just sharing who I am and where I stand on the issue, and nothing more.<br />
<br />
However, Father Francis this morning at St. Finbar's stated it infinitely more perfectly and beautifully...and I paraphrase here, in quoting him: "We should live in a world where there is room for EVERY life."<br />
<br />
And I can only add this to that:<br />
<br />
I just sure am glad that there was room in this world for me. I'm so very happy and grateful that my Mom didn't abort me, or that any parent of those precious children singing in church this morning did not abort them, and for that matter, that any parent of anyone I know, know of, or love, or any parent of whose ever reading this, decided not to abort them either.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-33899761264414789072018-01-15T13:00:00.001-08:002018-01-15T13:03:06.905-08:00In every way that matters...Neither of my parents received a formal education.<br />
<br />
But they were two of the most intelligent people I knew.<br />
<br />
They were never motivated to be more to have more.<br />
<br />
They were fine just the way they were.<br />
<br />
They had just enough to get by in this world, while they had nothing of what this world calls secure.<br />
<br />
They never bought a house; had no investments.<br />
<br />
No annuities.<br />
<br />
No money.<br />
<br />
Nothing.<br />
<br />
Not a dime.<br />
<br />
But they were happy and smart in every way that matters.<br />
<br />
<br />Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-66035958117139552982017-11-04T06:40:00.000-07:002017-11-04T06:40:20.001-07:00"Thank you, Mom, for raising me right."<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px;">
Happy Birthday Blessings to Mom in Heaven<br />---------------------------------------------------------</div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; margin-top: 6px;">
Today, my Mom, Frances Mary Turri Pilato, would have been 96 on Earth, while she remains Immortal in Heaven. To honor her, and all the Loved Ones that each of us has known in our lifetimes, I share a favorite essay that I wrote for my Mom. Blessings to All and Everyone as I say...</div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; margin-top: 6px;">
THANK YOU, MOM, FOR RAISING ME RIGHT</div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; margin-top: 6px;">
----------------------------------------------------<br />Thank You, Mom, For Raising Me Right.</div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; margin-top: 6px;">
Thank you for always being home when I got there...for always welcoming me with a smile...for teaching me all about Love - and how to Love and forgive everyone...even and especially when they hurt us.</div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; margin-top: 6px;">
Thank you for catering three meals a deal, with snacks in between...for doing my laundry...for helping me with my homework...for being a best friend...and for being a beautiful parent.</div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; margin-top: 6px;">
Thank you for not having any aspirations other than to care for your children...for not studying, focusing on or investing in anything other than Love.</div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; margin-top: 6px;">
Thank you for not making me feel like you sacrificed any career opportunities in order to Love and care for me - and thank you for making me feel like I was always your proudest and most important accomplishment.</div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; margin-top: 6px;">
Every good thing I ever said or did...or every good thing I ever say or do today, even in the smallest way, is because of the Love that God placed in my heart and in my life - through you.</div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; margin-top: 6px;">
So, again...thank you, Mom...for raising me right.</div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; display: inline; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-top: 6px;">
As I used to say to you and Dad before I fell asleep each safe night I lived in our beautiful home, "Thank you SO much...for everything!"</div>
Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-26344400673306392832017-05-29T03:08:00.002-07:002018-04-05T13:36:38.499-07:00Tribute to My Father: Herbert "Pompeii" PilatoMy dad was always the first one in my family who remembered to play a joke on April Fool's Day. Only on his last celebration of the holiday in 1995, a mere five days before he died of lung cancer, did I find out why.<br />
<br />
On April 1, 1924, when my father was just a boy, he lost his mother when she was 35-years-old. As her eldest child, he and my grandma Rose were quite close. I don't think he ever got over losing her. He must have thought it was a bad joke that a twelve-year-old boy would lose his mother on April Fool's Day. It's like he made some kind of promise to himself that he would always be the first one to do a funny every year. It was probably the only way that he knew how to deal with the pain he must have felt every year on what should have been a very humorous day. Inside, I don't think he ever stopped asking where his mother was. From the day she passed away, there was no one there to comfort when he fell, so he fought. There was no there to guide him through school, to encourage him to get a formal education, so he quit.<br />
<br />
He was on his own.<br />
<br />
Still, when push came to shove, my father did remarkably well in this world. He always managed to enjoy himself in our hometown of Rochester, New York, and during his time in the service (World War II), which allowed him to travel to California and to the Philippines. He married at 40, and the good times continued with my mom, my sister and myself. In the fall of 1977, after years in the inner-city, we moved to a beautiful suburban townhome that we rented, and he loved it there. We all loved it there, from the moment we first went to inspect what would be our home for the next 18 years. Even after taking the long way, down the wrong road, on a rainy day, we somehow managed to end up at the right place.<br />
<br />
After a time, however, my father grew bitter, thinking he had made the wrong decision by paying rent all those years and not purchasing a home. I tried to tell him again and again, that in life, no one really owns anything, that the life we all shared was good, even if we argued nearly every day, that a person's true success is measured by the quality time he has with others, not the quantity of material gifts he or she is able to gather in this world.<br />
<br />
But he didn't want to hear about it. Then, when he got sick, he really didn't want to hear about it. And I didn't blame him.<br />
<br />
Along with my father's physical ailments, his emotional state deteriorated. I prayed for his soul because I believed that he would not. At least, I thought he would not.<br />
<br />
Then, one day, shortly before he passed away, I was trying to arrange the huge family rosary upon the holy mantel we had in our home. I couldn't find the right position. I gave up, and huffed away upstairs. About one half-hour later, I started back down the steps, and noticed my father situating the rosary in the most perfect way. At that moment, I knew that so simple and graceful a move had somehow cleared his path to heaven. All the times when he chose not to pray, all the moments when he could not find the strength to forgive himself for not going to school, finding the right job, paying into the right pension, winning the lottery, or losing at OTB; all the bitterness and anger that was eating away at him, was wiped clean. His heart was replenished. My father had faith, after all. But like so many of his other emotional truths, he concealed it.<br />
<br />
Though, I had underestimated his integrity before.<br />
<br />
While in fourth grade, I wanted to go to the circus.<br />
<br />
"Get a good report card," he told me, "and I'll get you tickets."<br />
<br />
I began to worry. I was a horrible student in the fourth grade. And when my report card arrived, as I had feared, I received all Ds and a great big F. After stalling for an hour or so in my room, I called him upstairs and showed him the card. He took it down into the living room. About 20 minutes later, he returned it to me. Inside were the tickets he had purchased weeks before. He granted me those tickets, when I thought he would punish me. But I punished myself by not comprehending the scope of my father's love.<br />
<br />
Where was my faith?<br />
<br />
Where was my faith when I worried how I would get to college, in a family of three drivers and one car? When my father showed up with a brand new car for me with which to commute to a local college, I was embarrassed. Once again, I had miscalculated the magnitude of his love, and the generosity of his spirit.<br />
<br />
In the last weeks of my father's life, I did all I could to beautify his physical surroundings. Colors of creme, beige and eggshell filled each room. I wanted to make his transition to heaven real smooth. The new sofas and rugs were great, and I knew their staying power was weak. But they were strength-inducing for my dad. He walked around the house, looking at the new mini-blinds and kitchen floor, and said things like, "Well, it looks like we're going to be here at least a couple more years."<br />
<br />
The rent began to matter less to him.<br />
<br />
My sister, my mother and myself decided not to verbally inform him of the severity of his illness. And we're glad we did not. Every case is different, and had we acknowledged to my father how sick he was, he would have left us at least seven months earlier.<br />
<br />
The bottom line? My dad knew in his heart how sick he was (how could he not?). We gave him all the proper medications, helped him to eat all the right food, etc. Telling my father (who viewed himself a failure all his life) that now, at 83 years old, he didn't have long to live, somehow just didn't mesh. So we all pretended he would get better, and, as a result, his last days were happier.<br />
<br />
All the while, I would ask God to grant my father more time. And God complied.<br />
<br />
I later prayed, "If it is your will to take my father, then grant us the strength to deal with the loss."<br />
<br />
And God complied again.<br />
<br />
We retained the strength, and I don't know how people with no faith deal with any loss.<br />
<br />
Strangely, before my dad became sick, I asked God to show me what really matters in life.<br />
<br />
Shortly thereafter, I went to get my hair cut. I was complaining about how it doesn't grow tall anymore, just long. The stylist put down his shears and told me this story:<br />
<br />
"A little boy with thick curly, red hair came in one day, and I commented on how full his hair was. The little boy came back with a startling revelation. 'Well, you know,' he said, 'I have leukemia, and I'd trade in a second, my healthy hair for a healthy body.'"<br />
<br />
Then, one night, I was watching Unsolved Mysteries on TV. There was a beautiful little girl, dying of cancer, and talking about how she spoke with the angels. How, for her, heaven was a place with colored clouds that taste like different kinds of ice cream; a place where the angels wonder what our favorite ice cream flavor is. She said "Chocolate Chocolate Chip." And then suddenly, one huge white cloud became one huge scoop of Chocolate Chocolate Chip.<br />
<br />
In light of this happy thought, I pray today that my father's dairy dessert-flavored cloud is "Heavenly Hash," which he so enjoyed with my Mom many times on Earth. And if his sole (soul) mission in life was to bring the reader and the writer together now, with this communication in celebration of his life, then he completed his journey with flying colors -a term of which also may have its origins in those ice-cream flavored flying clouds.<br />
<div>
<br /></div>
Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-64970188996022315082016-08-06T09:11:00.002-07:002016-08-07T17:58:14.726-07:00My Mom's Dreams Came True After All<div class="MsoNormal">
One day, in January 2007, approximately 18 months before my Mom passed away, we had a special visit.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
As we watched <i>The Golden Girls</i> together, as we would do frequently, I thought about how full and successful the lives and careers
were of the senior actresses who performed on that show. I also thought
about my own aspirations, personal and professional.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
I then looked over at my Mom - and thought about her life - and her dreams. <br />
<br />
"Certainly," I thought to myself, "she had
to have some of her own when she was young."</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
So, after a moment, I asked her to shut off the television. I wanted to talk with her.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
While I was quite aware of her memory issues, long and short term, I still wondered about her child-hood dreams, and asked, "Mom...what did you want to
be when you were a little girl?"</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
"What do you mean?" she said.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
"Well," I continued, "Did you ever have any
dream job that you thought about doing when you grew up? Or did you ever have any dreams in
general of what you wanted your life to be – or how you wanted your life to
turn out?"</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
She sat there with these questions,
searching her memory, which had been savaged and erased by the various stages of dementia; and still, she was determined
to give me an answer:</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
"I guess," she started to say, "...it was always my dream
to one day go to a senior center on a daily basis, where I would have a good
meal, be with people, play cards and bingo. <i>That</i> was always my
dream."</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
At first, I was startled and sad for her. Whatever aspirations she may have had as
child, a teen or a young adult, were lost – gone, somewhere in the deep, dark sleep
of her memory.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
But then I was happy for her. She had convinced herself in the short new
history of her life that going to the senior center (every day for the previous seven years) was the fulfillment of a life-long dream. <br />
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
I felt God
shining upon and through her that day.<br />
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Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-81173001923646151842016-06-19T05:25:00.003-07:002017-05-29T03:07:18.874-07:00THE TRIBUTE TO MY DAD (who passed into spirit on April 5, 1995)My dad was always the first one in my family who remembered to play a joke on April Fool's Day. Only on his last celebration of the holiday in 1995, a mere five days before he died of lung cancer, did I find out why.<br />
<br />
On April 1, 1924, when my father was just a boy, he lost his mother when she was 35-years-old. As her eldest child, he and my grandma Rose were quite close. I don't think he ever got over loosing her. He must have thought it was a bad joke that a twelve-year-old boy would lose his mother on April Fool's Day. It's like he made some kind of promise to himself that he would always be the first one to do a funny every year. It was probably the only way that he knew how to deal with the pain he must have felt every year on what should have been a very humorous day. Inside, I don't think he ever stopped asking where his mother was. From the day she passed away, there was no one there to comfort when he fell, so he fought. There was no there to guide him through school, to encourage him to get a formal education, so he quit.<br />
<br />
He was on his own.<br />
<br />
Still, when push came to shove, my father did remarkably well in this world. He always managed to enjoy himself in our hometown of Rochester, New York, and during his time in the service (World War II), which allowed him to travel to California and to the Philippines. He married at 40, and the good times continued with my mom, my sister and myself. In the fall of 1977, after years in the inner-city, we moved to a beautiful suburban townhome that we rented, and he loved it there. We all loved it there, from the moment we first went to inspect what would be our home for the next 18 years. Even after taking the long way, down the wrong road, on a rainy day, we somehow managed to end up at the right place.<br />
<br />
After a time, however, my father grew bitter, thinking he had made the wrong decision by paying rent all those years and not purchasing a home. I tried to tell him again and again, that in life, no one really owns anything, that the life we all shared was good, even if we argued nearly every day, that a person's true success is measured by the quality time he has with others, not the quantity of material gifts he or she is able to gather in this world.<br />
<br />
But he didn't want to hear about it. Then, when he got sick, he really didn't want to hear about it. And I didn't blame him.<br />
<br />
Along with my father's physical ailments, his emotional state deteriorated. I prayed for his soul because I believed that he would not. At least, I thought he would not.<br />
<br />
Then, one day, shortly before he passed away, I was trying to arrange the huge family rosary upon the holy mantel we had in our home. I couldn't find the right position. I gave up, and huffed away upstairs. About one half-hour later, I started back down the steps, and noticed my father situating the rosary in the most perfect way. At that moment, I knew that so simple and graceful a move had somehow cleared his path to heaven. All the times when he chose not to pray, all the moments when he could not find the strength to forgive himself for not going to school, finding the right job, paying into the right pension, winning the lottery, or losing at OTB; all the bitterness and anger that was eating away at him, was wiped clean. His heart was replenished. My father had faith, after all. But like so many of his other emotional truths, he concealed it.<br />
<br />
Though, I had underestimated his integrity before.<br />
<br />
While in fourth grade, I wanted to go to the circus.<br />
<br />
"Get a good report card," he told me, "and I'll get you tickets."<br />
<br />
I began to worry. I was a horrible student in the fourth grade. And when my report card arrived, as I had feared, I received all Ds and a great big F. After stalling for an hour or so in my room, I called him upstairs and showed him the card. He took it down into the living room. About 20 minutes later, he returned it to me. Inside were the tickets he had purchased weeks before. He granted me those tickets, when I thought he would punish me. But I punished myself by not comprehending the scope of my father's love.<br />
<br />
Where was my faith?<br />
<br />
Where was my faith when I worried how I would get to college, in a family of three drivers and one car? When my father showed up with a brand new car for me with which to commute to a local college, I was embarrassed. Once again, I had miscalculated the magnitude of his love, and the generosity of his spirit.<br />
<br />
In the last weeks of my father's life, I did all I could to beautify his physical surroundings. Colors of creme, beige and eggshell filled each room. I wanted to make his transition to heaven real smooth. The new sofas and rugs were great, and I knew their staying power was weak. But they were strength-inducing for my dad. He walked around the house, looking at the new mini-blinds and kitchen floor, and said things like, "Well, it looks like we're going to be here at least a couple more years."<br />
<br />
The rent began to matter less to him.<br />
<br />
My sister, my mother and myself decided not to verbally inform him of the severity of his illness. And we're glad we did not. Every case is different, and had we acknowledged to my father how sick he was, he would have left us at least seven months earlier.<br />
<br />
The bottom line? My dad knew in his heart how sick he was (how could he not?). We gave him all the proper medications, helped him to eat all the right food, etc. Telling my father (who viewed himself a failure all his life) that now, at 83 years old, he didn't have long to live, somehow just didn't mesh. So we all pretended he would get better, and, as a result, his last days were happier.<br />
<br />
All the while, I would ask God to grant my father more time. And God complied.<br />
<br />
I later prayed, "If it is your will to take my father, then grant us the strength to deal with the loss."<br />
<br />
And God complied again.<br />
<br />
We retained the strength, and I don't know how people with no faith deal with any loss.<br />
<br />
Strangely, before my dad became sick, I asked God to show me what really matters in life.<br />
<br />
Shortly thereafter, I went to get my hair cut. I was complaining about how it doesn't grow tall anymore, just long. The stylist put down his shears and told me this story:<br />
<br />
"A little boy with thick curly, red hair came in one day, and I commented on how full his hair was. The little boy came back with a startling revelation. 'Well, you know,' he said, 'I have leukemia, and I'd trade in a second, my healthy hair for a healthy body.'"<br />
<br />
Then, one night, I was watching Unsolved Mysteries on TV. There was a beautiful little girl, dying of cancer, and talking about how she spoke with the angels. How, for her, heaven was a place with colored clouds that taste like different kinds of ice cream; a place where the angels wonder what our favorite ice cream flavor is. She said "Chocolate Chocolate Chip." And then suddenly, one huge white cloud became one huge scoop of Chocolate Chocolate Chip.<br />
<br />
In light of this happy thought, I pray today that my father's dairy dessert-flavored cloud is "Heavenly Hash," which he so enjoyed with my Mom many times on Earth. And if his sole (soul) mission in life was to bring the reader and the writer together now, with this communication in celebration of his life, then he completed his journey with flying colors -a term of which also may have its origins in those ice-cream flavored flying clouds.<br />
<br />Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-89527544707789542522016-04-11T06:11:00.002-07:002016-04-11T06:39:57.651-07:00Eva Easton Leaf: A Celebration of Everyone's Best Friend<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">One of my best friends has died. Eva Easton Leaf, otherwise known as Evie. Although Evie was a first cousin to me and my sister
Pam (our mothers were sisters), she was more like a sister to us. We grew up in the same house, a duplex with two
households. My sister and I lived with our parents, Herbie Pompeii, and Frances
Turri, on one side. Evie lived with her parents,
Carl and Elva, on the other side. The address
was on Erie Street, in the inner city of our hometown of Rochester, New York (which
is located today one block away from where now stands Frontier Field, behind the
global headquarters of Eastman Kodak).<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">Evie moved to Los Angeles in the 1970s, and
married David Leaf. Theirs was an astounding
love-story. Theirs remains an astounding
love story.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">David honored me with a request to say a
few words at Evie’s memorial service on April 8<sup>th</sup>. Below is what I said about Ev. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">Every day we see unspeakable tragedies -
and we respond by being sad. Yet our
faith tells us to “rejoice and be glad…for this is the day the Lord has made.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">So how can we be sad and have faith at
the same time?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">We either have faith or we don’t.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">It doesn’t make sense, and yet it does…because
we live in a broken world…and it’s impossible to seek perfection in an
imperfect world. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">I say all of this because Eva…Evie…Ev…Eve…
had faith…an unwavering faith…a steady faith that kept her strong and on target
every day of her life.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">St. Augustine had said “A prayer sung is
a prayer said twice.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">And Eva had the kind of faith that sings.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">She understood the power of music…heavenly
music…which she recognized on a daily basis.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">She understood the music of life...and
the delicate dance of life.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">A few hours after she passed away in the
hospital, I got in my car to drive home.
I turned on the radio and heard the song, “I Can See Clearly Now...the
Rain is Gone.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">I never realized the true beauty of that
song until I heard it that day…when…I viewed that as a message that Eva okay….enjoying
“a bright, sunshiny day”…in Heaven. And
when I later told this to David…he said that same song was always one of his
favorites. To me, that doubled confirmed
Eva’s “bright sunshiny day” - and new life - in Heaven.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">On Earth, Eva was my number one fan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">She was everyone’s number one fan. She always made you feel like you were the
only person in the room. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">So, it’s tough not to be sad in this
broken world.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">But we have to be tougher….because
that’s truly what Eva would want. She
would want us to “rejoice and be glad”…as much as possible. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">We should not deny our tears…because
they make us human.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">But Eva would want us to be comforted by
our faith…by every good faith…which is based in Love…because Love is God…and
God is Love…and no one that I know knew that more than Eva. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">She mirrored Love when it mattered. She was generous in every way that mattered.
She was Love in the way she listened…in the way she lived…in the way she died…and
in the way how our faith tells us she now lives again in Heaven…with dignity, intelligence,
courage…and music. <o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;"><br /></span>
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Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-25486678358700884052016-02-12T07:43:00.002-08:002016-02-12T08:42:02.403-08:00Thank you, Mom, for raising me right<div class="MsoNoSpacing">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">Thank
you, Mom, for raising me right.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;"><br />
Thank you for always being home when I got there...for always welcoming me with
a smile...for teaching me all about Love - and how to Love and forgive
everyone...even and especially when they hurt us. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;"><br />
Thank you for catering three meals a deal, with snacks in between...for doing
my laundry...for helping me with my homework...for being a best friend...and
for being a beautiful parent. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;"><br />
Thank you for not having any aspirations other than to care for your
children...for not studying, focusing on or investing in anything other than
Love. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;"><br />
Thank you for not making me feel like you sacrificed any career opportunities
in order to Love and care for me - and thank you for making me feel like I was
always your proudest and most important accomplishment. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;"><br />
Every good thing I ever said or did...or every good thing I ever say or do
today, even in the smallest way, is because of the Love that God placed in my
heart and in my life - through you.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;"><br />
So, again...thank you, Mom...for raising me right.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoNoSpacing">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">As I used to say to you and Dad before I fell asleep each safe night I lived in
our beautiful home, "Thank you SO much...for everything!"<o:p></o:p></span></div>
Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-58087445854592933032015-12-18T12:31:00.001-08:002015-12-18T12:36:02.341-08:00Aunt Anna's Christmas TreeI just received this Christmas card today (see pic above).<br />
<br />
It reminded me of when I was a kid and my Aunt Anna's Christmas tree and where she would place it in her house (in my hometown of Rochester, NY)...how she would place the tree in the corner...near her winding stair case.<br />
<br />
Just like it's shown on this card.<br />
<br />
Our family (50 plus aunts and uncles and cousins and friends) would alternate celebrating the Holidays at her house, or on Erie Street (where I grew up).<br />
<br />
I always perceive such awareness as a "sign" of some sort.<br />
<br />
In this case, I'm perceiving this sign as a message from Aunt Anna...now in Heaven...from where she's sending me a "Merry Christmas Hello!"<br />
<br />
May each of your Holiday memories be as bright...as this message...and this tree!Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-9390220290750927792015-11-04T12:10:00.000-08:002015-11-04T12:10:04.369-08:00Happy Birthday, Mom!Happy Birthday, Mom.<br />
<br />
You would have been 94 today on Earth, but now you're immortal in Heaven.<br />
<br />
Love you forever!<br />
<br />
HJHerbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-24874148242810576162015-09-08T16:33:00.001-07:002016-05-08T12:44:40.182-07:00How Just $7.00 Changed My Mother's LifeMy Father (Herbie Pompeii Pilato) died of lung cancer on April 6th, 1995, and my Mother (who would have turned 93 on November 4th) followed him to Heaven on May 5th, 2008 (after being challenged by dementia and heart disorders).<br />
<br />
After my Dad left this world, it was rough road for my Mom. They were very close, and she was very dependent on him (as she didn't drive, etc.) So I tried to do the best I could for her, even once attempting to move her to LA with me (to disastrous results).<br />
<br />
But once she was settled back in Rochester, New York she became a member of the Pinegrove Senior Center in the suburb or Irondequoit, New York. And every Monday through Friday, from June 1999 to nearly the day she died, my Mom enjoyed that Senior Center.<br />
<br />
In all, it cost her about $6.00 a day - a price that included lunch and service for the van (that picked her up and drove her home).<br />
<br />
So, thirty bucks a week for a senior's regular activities wasn't bad at all.<br />
<br />
In addition to enjoying a nice daily lunch at that simple-treasured Senior Center, my Mom also played cards, went on picnics, and played bingo. She especially loved the bingo. A whole lot.<br />
<br />
I never realized how much really.<br />
<br />
Until, one day, when I started giving her "extra" quarters with which to play the game.<br />
<br />
Not a lot of quarters. Just seven dollars worth.<br />
<br />
Not ten.<br />
<br />
Not nine.<br />
<br />
Just seven.<br />
<br />
Every other day, I walked into her apartment, and interrupted her daily viewing of <i>Seinfeld</i> or <i>The Golden Girls</i>, walked over to her, kissed her, and asked her to open up her hand.<br />
<br />
At that moment, I poured out the seven dollars in quarters.<br />
<br />
As I did this, her reaction was one of astonishment. She looked as if she won the lottery or the mega-jackpot in Vegas.<br />
<br />
"Oh, Herbie J," she'd say with so much joy, "...what a great son you are! I have to pay you back! I have to pay you back!!"<br />
<br />
"Ma," I would reply, "You just go have fun at the Center."<br />
<br />
And she did, all the more...with that mere extra seven dollars.<br />
<br />
Not a million.<br />
<br />
Not a thousand.<br />
<br />
Not nine.<br />
<br />
And not ten.<br />
<br />
Just seven.<br />
<br />
Seven.Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-76677834987187462192015-07-07T09:47:00.002-07:002015-07-07T09:47:50.569-07:00Happy Birthday to my beautiful father....Happy Birthday to my beautiful, Dad, who passed into the Light in 1995.<br />
<br />
He would have been 104 today.<br />
<br />
Love you forever, Dad...and Mom, too!Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-59247589078671301172015-05-05T08:39:00.002-07:002015-05-05T09:03:23.768-07:007 years ago today that Mom went to Heaven<div>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">It's been seven years since my beloved Mom passed away. </span></div>
<div>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">She was a beautiful person on Earth and she remains a beautiful soul in Heaven.</span></div>
<div>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">I will miss her and my Dad forever and yet I know they are doing just fine.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">For whatever good that is in me was placed there by God through them.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">They always supported every good thing I ever accomplished in my life and career.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">As such, I owe them any and every measure of sincerity that I posses - and which I make every attempt to share.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">They instilled in me the truest of priorities and humanitarian values.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm not always perfect and none of us are - but my parents came pretty close.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">God bless you always - "St. Frances of Turri" and "St. Pompeii".</span></span>Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-82077844069798096362015-04-06T14:14:00.003-07:002015-05-05T08:41:10.584-07:0020 years today that Dad went to HeavenIt's been twenty years today since my beautiful Dad went to Heaven.<br />
<br />
And I know he's doing just fine - with my beautiful Mom right by his side.<br />
<br />
My sister and I (and everyone who knew them) will Love them both forever.<br />
<br />
We were blessed to have them on Earth - and we remain blessed to have them as Angels.<br />
<br />
May each of you be as blessed with even a morsel of the kind of sincere and pure Love my parents imbued and embraced.<br />
<br />
Peace to you all.<br />
<br />
Love,<br />
<br />
Herbie J and Pam<br />
<br />Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-3884896363807885632014-06-13T09:25:00.001-07:002016-05-08T04:26:24.792-07:00My Parents were so right - on so many levels.When I wrote <em>The Kung Fu Book of Wisdom</em> in 1995, I dedicated it to my Dad who, at the time, was dying of lung cancer.<br />
<br />
He attained no formal education, and ultimately acquired nothing of what this world causes "secure," but he was one of the wisest and "richest" people I ever knew.<br />
<br />
He used to say things like, "Anything tastes good when you're hungry," and "It's all nice when it's new," which are two of his quotes that I included in my <em>Kung Fu Book of Wisdom</em> dedication to him.<br />
<br />
But both he and Mom always knew the deal.<br />
<br />
They both loved and understood <em>Star Trek</em>, and they both loved and laughed at <em>Seinfeld</em>.<br />
<br />
You have to be intelligent to appreciate science fiction and humor.<br />
<br />
I remember when I realized just how intelligent my father was. We were watching <em>Star Trek: The Next Generation</em> (which he really did not prefer to the original Trek series; another sign of his intelligence!), and the scene involved Captain Picard (Patrick Stewart) and Dr. Crusher (Gates McFaden), both of whom were behaving erratically. At that point, my father turned to me and said, "Is it something in the atmosphere, Herbie J? Is that why they're acting that way?"<br />
<br />
I glanced back to him in awe and astonishments and said, "Yeah...Dad. That's right. It's something in the atmosphere."<br />
<br />
My father was intelligent after all, and I was the ignorant one for never fully appreciating his or my Mom's wisdom when they're alive. Certainly, in caregiving for them in their later years, I loved and appreciated them as much as I could. I just wished I would have done more of that while they were both healthy and raising me and my sister.<br />
<br />
But I know they're watching over me now.<br />
<br />
And meanwhile, to this day, I quote both of them, or utilize their insight, even in simple every day ways.<br />
<br />
Things like, my father saying that Tide is the best laundry detergent. I've tried them all - and he was right - it IS!<br />
<br />
Or how my Mom used to tell me that Chiquita Bananas are the best brand of bananas and she was right: they ARE!<br />
<br />
But more than anything, whatever good that lives inside me today, was placed there by Heaven - through my parents.<br />
<br />
So, truth is, my PARENTS were the BEST - and remain so - IN Heaven...as my guardian angels, helping me in ways there were unable to do so while on Earth.<br />
<br />
<br />Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-3366900623554136782014-01-22T18:56:00.004-08:002014-01-22T19:50:34.385-08:00The Anniversary (from Erie Street to Greenleaf)It was November of 1977.<br />
<br />
We had just moved from our red-brick, home on Erie Street in the inner-city of Rochester, New York. <br />
<br />
Eastman Kodak had long purchased the house, but the city's Landmark Society would not allow it to be torn down.<br />
<br />
Other homes in the neighborhood were gone, replaced by Kodak parking lots. We were the only house left on the block; even Aunt Elva and Uncle Carl, who lived directly next door in our double house, had moved to Irondequoit, New York - a suburb of Rochester.<br />
<br />
It was time for us to move on, too.<br />
<br />
So we found Greenleaf Meadows, a beautiful rental community in Greece, New York, another suburb of the city. It was close to the historic Charlotte Beach, which claimed Abbott's Frozen Custard and Schaller's Hamburgers as its own - places to which we had once traveled from Erie Street on only special day trips.<br />
<br />
Now, we were living up the street from them.<br />
<br />
When we first moved to Greenleaf, my sister and I ran up and down the stairs singing, "Moving On Up!" - the theme song from the TV show, "The Jeffersons."<br />
<br />
It was a silly moment, but passionate and sincere.<br />
<br />
We were sad to leave Erie Street, but happy to be at Greenleaf.<br />
<br />
Not only were we now close to the beach, Abbott's and Schaller's, but we had a beautiful pool, tennis courts, a clubhouse and a brand new three-level townhome.<br />
<br />
To help give things an even fresher start, my parents, Frances and Herbie "Pompeii," purchased new living room furniture.<br />
<br />
But we still had an old dining room set.<br />
<br />
It was my senior year (at Aquinas High School), and I had started my first job (as a box boy for Bell's Supermarket). So, I had saved some money.<br />
<br />
My sister pulled me aside one day and told me about how Mom and Dad would soon be celebrating their 25th wedding anniversary (on November 29, 1977), and that we should do something special for them to commemorate the occasion.<br />
<br />
"I have $400.00," she said. "If you throw in $100.00, we can give them $500.00. They've never treated themselves, Herbie J. This is a big deal for them...moving here to Greenleaf. And we can really make it a nice anniversary for them this year."<br />
<br />
I didn't think twice about my sister's request.<br />
<br />
I gave her the $100.00; she put it in a card - and after having a little cake, we gave it to our parents.<br />
<br />
I'll never forget how it all played out because, even though we were happy to have moved to Greenleaf, it was a tough time for celebrations that year. We would always spend the holidays on Erie Street with our big extended family. But in 1977 things were different.<br />
<br />
Not only had we and our relatives next door left Erie Street, but various aunts, uncles and cousins moved to Arizona and California; everyone in our family just kind of went their separate ways for Thanksgiving and Christmas.<br />
<br />
That never happened before; and it was a lonely time - for everyone - in many ways.<br />
<br />
So, when my parents opened the card and saw the $500.00 - spread out in brand-new crisp $100.00 bills - my Mom cried. Then my father cried, then my sister, and then I joined in on the flood-gate.<br />
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Not sobbing...but gentle, sweet quiet tears of appreciation.<br />
<br />
Within a couple days, we had a new dining room set...the modern kind with the real nice leather swivel chairs on rollers, and a big extension leaf that could be placed in the middle of the table - all of which my parents had purchased with the $500.00.<br />
<br />
There wasn't a nicer set in town.<br />
<br />
And the following Christmas, everyone who used to celebrate Christmas with us on Erie Street - were now reunited with us - at Greenleaf.<br />
<br />Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-52547893797701275842013-12-10T15:09:00.002-08:002018-11-06T13:55:04.697-08:00My Mom and My Mom's Vote Made a DifferenceI grew up on Erie Street in the inner-city of Rochester, New York.<br />
<br />
My family lived in a red-brick house that was built to last. It's still there, in fact. Eastman Kodak had purchased all the property in our neighborhood and turned the entire area into a parking lot. But not our house. They couldn't touch it. The Landmark Society wouldn't let them. The foundation to our home was too strong...too solid...and it was deemed a landmark.<br />
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In perspective, in more ways than one.<br />
<br />
There was so much Love in that house, I can feel it today; that was its true foundation. The house was built on Love that was placed there by my Mom.<br />
<br />
She did so much for so many people for so many years. In big and little ways.<br />
<br />
I remember every year she'd visit homes in the neighborhood and collected money for what was then called the Leukemia Society charity organization. There weren't many homes left in the later years, and many of those who lived in those homes had little or no money at all to donate. But that never stopped my Mom, even during the winter months, when she mostly made her rounds for the charity.<br />
<br />
There she'd be in the middle of February, putting on her coat in that big old-fashioned kitchen that we used to have. She'd then take her little manila envelope with the tiny strings, and walked out the door.<br />
<br />
One year, for some reason, I went with her. She visited maybe only 5 or 6 houses and returned home with maybe just $5 or $6. She knew it wasn't much...and even as a little kid, I knew it wasn't much either. But I also knew Heaven thought that little $5 or $6 was worth a great deal. <br />
<br />
As such, my Mom's little neighborhood collections for funds from those poor families that would help an even needier group of people...who were dying...well...there's just no measure for the amount of Love that she collected - and that was collected for her...by the Angels.<br />
<br />
There's no measure because...in the eyes of Heaven...she counted in so many other ways.<br />
<br />
She made a difference.<br />
<br />
Just as she would decades later...when she was in the early stages of dementia...which thankfully...never turned to full-blown Alzheimer's.<br />
<br />
One voting year...in the last of her 86 years...I was going to the local fire station to place my vote in the local elections.<br />
<br />
"I want to come, too," she said.<br />
<br />
"Ma, but..."<br />
<br />
"But <em>nothing</em>," she added sternly. "My vote counts, doesn't it?"<br />
<br />
How could I say it did not - and how could it not?<br />
<br />
Of course, her vote counted in the local elections, because she counted...in my eyes...in the eyes of her friends at the senior center....in the complex where she lived...and in the eyes of Heaven - where she is the one that received countless votes.<br />
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Consequently, that one voting day in November '07, my Mom did come with me.<br />
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The voting booth organizers at the fire station said I could help her make her voting selections.<br />
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Truth is, she didn't know who was running for what office...and she was going to forget what she did and who she voted for about ten minutes after we got back to her apartment.<br />
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But for that moment in time, her vote counted because she counted.<br />
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She always counted, because she always did her part...whether for the Leukemia Society...or for the local elections...or for Heaven.<br />
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Either way, my Mom did her part and she counted.<br />
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And she still does, most likely more than I will ever know.<br />
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In this life.Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-86134871011863063132013-11-17T08:45:00.001-08:002013-11-19T05:18:30.973-08:00St. Frances of Turri (my Mom) Says Hello From Heaven<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Monday,
November 4 was my Mom’s birthday.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">I
usually remember her birthday, of course, because she's my Mom, but also because I served as a her primary
caregiver for the last 13 years of her life; as I did for my Dad in his later years.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">But
more than serving as her caregiver, I was her best friend and she was mine.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She was also most likely my adopted-daughter.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Clearly,
caring for a parent in their later years may be defined in several different ways.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">That said, I was just plain shocked that I forgot that it was my Mom's birthday on Monday, November 4. I had recently moved so I just chalked it my memory issue to the "moving" stress</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: x-small;">.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Fortunately, on that Monday, November 4, my cousin Marie emailed me with the subject line, “Happy Birthday, Aunt
Frances!”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Grateful,
I went to Monday morning mass at S. Finbar’s Church in Burbank.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">My
Mom loved going to Church – and she made me love it, too…which I do to his day.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">So,
it was fitting that I attended Mass on her birthday and say a special prayer for
her.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">It
was then the "awareness miracles" began to unfold.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">November
4 happened to be All-Saints Day.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Banners
of each saint were draped around the church.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Interestingly,
the banner of St. Francis of Assisi was draped across the lectern and podium in
front of the church.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">I
took that as a "hello" from my Mom, because she jokingly used to refer to
herself as "St. Frances," spelling the name differently, of course, in the
feminine. I, myself, sometimes refer to her that way, adding her maiden name of "Turri" to the moniker, and calling her, "St. Frances of Turri"!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Anyway,
I still found it quite intriguing how the St. Francis banner ended up at the lectern,
instead of any of the other saints.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">I
wondered, if November 4 held any particular significance in the life of St.
Francis of Assisi.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">A
call into the rectory of St. Finbar’s Church clarified the assumption:<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>no – it was not the birthday of St. Francis,
but “Francis” did happen to be the name of our new pastor at St. Finbar’s (not to mention that "Francis" is the name of the our new Pope in Rome!); and
he mused that his staff had placed the banner of St. Francis of Assisi at the
lectern in his honor.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">The
following week, the day after I hosted an NBC Page Reunion, on Wednesday, November 13, I felt compelled to attend mass once more....for no particular reason except to give thanks for what I believed was a great party and gathering of good friends.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">In general, since
moving to Burbank in March, it's been my goal to attend Mass every day, as my first apartment in Burbank - on Myers Street - was just across the street or so from St. Finbar's.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But now that I moved to Buena Vista Street near
Olive Avenue, the Church is somewhat further from where I live.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Either
way, I try to make it to mass on at least a semi-regular basis, on Sunday or
any day during the week...whether it's an ordinary day or a special day.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">So, as I said, I went to mass on Wednesday, November 13.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Upon
arrival at the Church, Father Francis, the pastor said is the feast day of
another saint St. Frances of Grabini.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">I’m
like, “Oh, come on!”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">So
I smiled again - as I had on November 4, once more receiving yet another hello from my Mom.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">But then I kept receiving more "hellos."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">As I looked around the church, there seemed to be a numerous amount of newborn infants with their mother. Usually, there's one or two during a Sunday mass....but to have three or four during a weekday mass was...well...unique to say the least.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">And these babies were everywhere...I looked to the right...there was a Mom and her baby; to the left...another Mom and her baby...in front of me...a Mom and her baby...to the back of me...a Mom and her baby.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">This time, I didn't just smile, I almost laughed out-loud.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Not only did my Mom absolutely love babies (she used to bless them and children with her rosary whenever she'd see one), but the last time I took her to St. Cecilia's Church (in Rochester, New York, our hometown), she was in the later stages of dementia; and the priest was baptizing a new baby in the parish.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">So, as the priest stood at the podium, and said, "Let's us welcome a new baby to our parish."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Well, at that point, my Mom turned around and said aloud, "Baby?! I don't see no baby!"</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">And everyone on our side of the church just burst-out laughing. They knew my Mom was having perceptual issues, and we all just smiled in joyful acceptance of her condition.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Either way, back to last Wednesday, November 13th at St. Finbar's Church in Burbank, I took seeing all those babies as yet another hello from my Mom, this time with a "wink."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">And I left the church, smiling....thinking, of course, that I would not "hear" from my Mom for a while.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">But, such was not the case.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">I saw and heard her again in several other amazing ways.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">After Church, I went to the bank to make a deposit. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">I arrived in at 8:50 AM. The bank opens at 9:00 AM, but the bank manager let me in early.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Banks don't do that. Like the post office or the DMV, banks open when they open - and not before.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Except, apparently, for me - on Wednesday, November 13.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">
I don’t like waiting in line for the bank to open…(who does?)…but since the mass at St. Finbar's was longer than usual, I was willing to wait until the bank opened.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">But upon arrival at the bank, I didn't have to wait at all.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Thanks, Mom!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">Then
- I went to the supermarket…to get some muffins....apple-cinnamon - my favorite.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">And once in the bakery department, there they were. So I bought a whole box of 'em.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">And then I noticed that my favorite
green drink, which is usually sold-out, was in giant supply.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;"><o:p>So, I bought a ton of those, too.</o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;"><o:p>Thanks, again, Mom!</o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">St.
Frances of Turri was clearly working her miracles.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">And really? Miracles happen every day to each of us. We just have to be open to them...to be mindful...and to look for those laughing-crying "babies"!</span></div>
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Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-28614581471335552322013-10-19T08:24:00.004-07:002013-10-19T14:33:07.600-07:00God Bless Boo<div id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_5">
<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_17">It was right about this time - in mid-Fall 1982, when we lost Boo Boo, the little American Toy Shag of Erie Street, Rochester, New York (my hometown).</span></div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_19"></span> </div>
<div id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_1_1382195242876_2426">
<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_20">I was in Los Angeles with my cousins Evie and David, and I remember my sister Pam calling and telling us the unfortunate news.</span></div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_22"></span> </div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_23">All of us, of course, were devastated.</span></div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_25"></span> </div>
<div id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_1_1382195242876_2430">
<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_26">I remember talking with my Dad later; he explaining how even he cried when Boo died....how he took little Boo's body to Uncle Tony's backyard on Lime Street - where my father grew up - and buried little Boo there.</span></div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_29"></span> </div>
<div id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_1_1382195242876_2431">
<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_30">My Dad did so for a few reasons...but he told me about one reason in particular.</span></div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_35"></span> </div>
<div id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_1_1382195242876_2433">
<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_36">Decades before, when he was just a little boy, his favorite dog died - and he cried then, too. But he didn't bury that dog in the Lime Street backyard. Instead, he buried him in the empty lot that was behind Lime Street.</span></div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_38"></span> </div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_39">Dad would have buried Boo there, too...next to his little dog's grave from the past. But on that lot now stood a gas station. </span></div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_41"></span> </div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_42">So burying Boo directly in Uncle Tony's backyard was the next best thing.</span></div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_44"></span> </div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_45">Either way, it was a fitting burial for two little pups that clearly meant a great deal to a whole lot of humans.</span></div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_47"></span> </div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_48">And yet, Aunt Amelia, my Mom's sister, used to say that Boo was "just like a little human being."</span></div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_51"></span> </div>
<div id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_1_1382195242876_2438">
<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_52">And as I look back, of she was right. We all thought that.</span></div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_54"></span> </div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_55">He was.</span></div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_57"></span> </div>
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<span id="yui_3_13_0_rc_1_7_1382195242876_58">Love you, Boo...and miss you...but we all know you're up there in Heaven...with my Mom and Dad, Herbie P. and Frances Turri; Uncle Carl and Aunt Elva, Aunt Amelia, Aunt Rita (who so loved Boo, too!), Aunt Antoinette and Uncle Joe; Uncle Tony, and all the other good souls whose lives you brightened with your happy waggin' tail - and that little puppy smile that by the grace of Heaven somehow became human - and which now remains eternal. </span></div>
Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-18714768359321830532013-07-23T13:19:00.000-07:002013-07-23T13:28:43.088-07:00"Here Comes The Sun: A Story of Hope"Today, there are many wonderful charities that organize various "walks" to earn funding for their selected nonprofit organizations.<br />
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Years ago, in Rochester, NY (my hometown), circa 1971, my sister Pam and her high-school friend Joyce marched in the "Hike for Hope," which was then a charity walk for the then-medical big-line ocean cruiser that was essentially a massively floating hospital on the water.<br />
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At the time, the "Hike for Hope" was a pretty big deal. In fact, Rochester's turn-out that year was legendary, as it became the largest documented march in "Hope's" history.<br />
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I wanted to go, but I was too young. Although I did participate in something called the "Walk for Water" the following year, I don't recall exactly which charity that particular march served.<br />
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However, I do remember the water that poured down as rain during the monumental "Hike for Hope."<br />
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And I remember that rain clearly, because I felt so sad how it drenched the noble "Hikers." <br />
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Actually, all of Rochester was upset about the substantial downfall of rain.<br />
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But as the old saying goes, none of that dampened anyone's spirits. And to quote another maybe more applicable saying (of the era), the "Hikers," thousands of them, "kept on "truckin'."<br />
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Meanwhile, I kept on truckin' - with my parents, Herbie P. and Frances, in our green 1969 Pontiac Catalina, as we decided to set out and find Pam and Joyce in the rain, during one of the largest charity group events that ever took place.<br />
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I really didn't understand how we would be able to scout out my sister and her friend amidst the literal "sea of people," but that posed little threat to my parents, especially my Mom. She was determined to find them...despite the rain...and even a little opposition from my Dad.<br />
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"Frances," he said to her as I listened from the back seat. "We're not gonna' find those girls. Are you kidding me?!"<br />
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"Keep driving," my Mom instructed, ever so calmly.<br />
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Meanwhile, all three of us were simply amazed and what we did see. The dedication, loyalty and heart and soul of "all those kids," as my Dad put it, was just awe-inspiring.<br />
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Neither of us had any conception of what to expect as we commenced this journey to find Pam and Joyce in the wet masses that were soon surrounding us.<br />
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But now all that mattered was somehow, we were going to cheer on "all those kids," by offering the only support that we had at our disposal. And for the moment, that meant maybe playing some music.<br />
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As our Pontiac continued to nuzzle through the Hikers and the rain, with the windshield wipers, flumping, at full-speed, I asked my Dad to turn on the radio. At first he declined, but then my Mom doubled that request. "Turn it on," she said to my Dad.<br />
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He then reluctantly did so, and as if on cue, we heard the song, "Here Comes The Sun," by The Beatles.<br />
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"Oh, Herbie," my Mom said to my Dad, "Turn the music up - and open your window!," she added, as she opened the one on her passenger side.<br />
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"What?!," my Dad objected. "I'm not opening nothing. It's pouring out there."<br />
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"Do it," she insisted. "Look at those kids. They're soaked out there...and they're walking for something important. So, turn up that music...and open your window!"<br />
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That said, in seconds, my Dad did as my Mom requested. He opened his window after she opened hers (both by manual power), and out from our two-door sedan, poured the beautiful sounds of "Here Comes The Sun" to do battle with the pouring rain that was attempting to again, dampen the spirits of the Hikers.<br />
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But no way.<br />
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When "all those kids" heard that music coming from our car, with the little kid in the backseat and the two older adults in the front, they went wild with emotion.<br />
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We never did find Pam and Joyce, but we heard from their thousands of peers, as they shouted, one after the other, "Yeah, man!" "Thank you, Sister." "You're alright, Brother!" "Peace and Love to you!"<br />
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And on and on they went - as we drove on and on through the crowd, which was now melted - not by the rain - but by a little bit of Love that came shining through from a slow-moving vehicle operated by a sweet little man, a fast-thinking woman, and the illuminating sounds of very "en-Light-ening" music.<br />
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(Click on the link below to hear "Here Comes The Sun" by the one and only Beatles.)<br />
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<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxzEeKfpyIg">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxzEeKfpyIg</a>Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3095263251758258830.post-3230227154537469682013-06-16T08:22:00.000-07:002013-06-16T17:59:53.286-07:00My Dad Had Twenty HeartsWay back in 1994, when I was doing early research for The <em>Bionic</em> Book, I was fortunate enough to visit the set of the third and final <em>Bionic</em> reunion movie, <em>Bionic Ever After</em>, when <em>Steve Austin</em> (as played by Lee Majors) and <em>Jaime Sommers</em> (Lindsay Wagner) finally married. The movie was being filmed in Charleston, South Carolina - a place I had then yet to visit.<br />
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Meanwhile, and unfortunately, my Dad was suffering from lung cancer back in my hometown of Rochester NY, and I was concerned about whether or not to leave him for the film.<br />
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But my Dad, ever stoic, insisted that I take the trip. He knew how much being on the set of that movie would ultimately mean and contribute to my book. He also knew that I needed a rest from caregiving. That's the kind of man that he was.<br />
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So, I made my plans to leave for Charleston. Yet, before doing so, I took a walk with my Dad to the pool that was part of the townhome complex where we lived. <br />
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There I was - young, healthy, excited about the trip. And yet sad...because I was walking with my elderly, ill father, who only months before, had been the picture of health himself. In fact, he had not been sick a day in his life, and at 83-years-old, he had always looked much younger. If anyone could have been a movie-star, it was my Dad.<br />
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But not at the time of our walk. Not with his walker. And not with the tubes that ran from his nose to the oxygen tank. <br />
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My Dad's heart, however, was in peak condition, physically and emotionally. His pride was there for his son - as was his generosity - which was "on the money." <br />
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For in the middle of the walk, my Dad stopped, and reached into his pocket and pulled out a twenty-dollar bill - which he had somehow prepared to give me before we started the walk.<br />
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"Here," he said, "you take this...for your trip. In case you need it."<br />
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At this point, of course, I was making money as a writer. Not hundreds of thousands, but certainly enough to get me to Charleston and back.<br />
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But I could not turn away from Dad's mere twenty-dollar offer.<br />
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I looked in his eyes. The sincerity, with which he was giving me that small amount of money, was so loving-kind, pensive and massive. It would have cracked his heart in two had I rejected his offer.<br />
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What's more, by this time, the cancer in his lungs had slightly started to affect his emotions - and his thinking. My Dad's age, combined with the general inability to grasp onto just how different the world had become, how twenty dollars was really not a lot of money - for a young man or even a senior - all worked to cloud his perspective.<br />
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Ultimately, for my Dad, that twenty dollars was a lot of money. For me, it was a modest amount that became a priceless gift.Herbie J Pilatohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04524734449791081008noreply@blogger.com5